Entries for April, 2005
April 2nd, 2005
Hole-y POSTED AT 07:07 PM "You're not getting a formal dress. You're not going." Yea, you can only imagine that my first reaction is to run to my room, call Chris and sob my eyes out. I only did half of that, I ran to my room and sobbed. But I also kicked the wall about 5 times in the same spot and it resulted in a hole, about 6 or so inches in diameter. Bigger than my fist, right above my bed. Then all of a sudden my mom says that Eric can take me dress shopping and I can go anyway. Until she sees the hole. And then she laughs and goes,"Maybe we should wait to take you shopping. You probably won't even be able to go once your dad sees that." So I woke up at 12 today, and tried to lay in bed for 3 hours so I could wait until he left for work to get out of bed. But I couldn't take it anymore so I got out of bed and showed him the hole. His exact words were. "People only get mad because they don't get their own way. I am very disappointed in you, you have no right to destroy Jim's property." (We're renting the house from him.) "You can write me out three punishments you think you deserve and I'll pick one. We'll talk about this tomorrow." Tomorrow is coming too soon. The only punishments I could think of were: 1) Take away the phone 2) Take away the internet (That way, no matter which one he picks I can still talk to Chris.. <3) 3) I'm not allowed to go to friends' houses/friends aren't allowed to come over here for ____ months (Yea months. My dad never grounds for weeks, he grounds for months. Go figure.) Well shit. Brandyn is a fag. He tried to get me introuble yesterday for saying,"Shut the fuck up" in Algebra when I didn't even say it. I swear, if he keeps acting like that when we get to highschool he's gonna get beaten up. Every single day. I don't know if Mrs. Reigel is gonna believe him or me, but if she believes him I'm gonna be mad pissed. I don't know how long it'll be until I get to update this thing again, but I have a new layout. ^_^ Yes, I will be putting it up shortly, and since I have control of ~brokendreams again, I'll just put this one up on there. 3)> Currently Reading: Currently Listening: Blink 182's "What's my Age Again?" Mood: scared Wanna piece?
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April 3rd, 2005
Another New Layout POSTED AT 06:58 PM ... I'd have to agree.  I'm not one for bright colors, especially yellow. But I just loved the picture. I stupidly deleted it though so before I get another banner of a coupel kissing I'll have to search for a decent one. ^^; This one took me like 2 hours to make, but that's because I was distracted by someone on the other end of my phone, lol. Not like that's a problem though.So the judgement has passed. (By that I mean the punishment my dad is dealing me.) I can't have friends over and they can't come over here for as long as he thinks I deserve, and then I have to write him a paper. Yes, I have to write him an essay on why anger is bad. And then I have to write him another one: I'm in the same situation and I'm the parent and I have to pick 3 ways to discipline my child. .... It sounds more like a school assignment than a punishment but whatever. As long as I have the computer and the phone I'm alright. <3 And I still get to go the formal, babeh. *ASSWIGGLE* Currently Reading: Currently Listening: Blink 182 "Feeling This" Mood: relieved |
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April 4th, 2005
Random Entry POSTED AT 08:40 PM So today was the dreaded first day of PSSA Testing! What a drag, they were soooo boring. Waking up at freaking 5:30 in the morning, getting on a damn noisy bus, riding 20 minutes to school and sitting on your ass for about 3 hours taking a freaking test that decides whether or not you'll graduate highschool or not? Not Donna's cup of tea. They were way easy though, I just don't know if I can keep this up until Friday. I might have a mind and body melt-down and become a vegetable and not be able to finish taking the test. >< THEN I'LL NEVER GRADUATE VALIDICTORIAN. (Like that'll ever happen...) I hope Mrs. Riegel takes my extra credit. I went on powerschool today and she just had () filled in for my score. IF I DON'T MAKE DISTINGUISHED HONORS BECAUSE OF MY 90% IN ALGEBRA I'LL..... I'll...... I'll cry. *Sob* I was on the phone with Chris today when he had to leave for work. *Sigh, mourn, groan, whimper, sniffle.* Oh well, there's always tomorrow. ^^ so> Currently Reading: Currently Listening: The Vines "Get Free" Mood: tired |
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April 6th, 2005
Oh God. POSTED AT 07:58 PM As soon as I got home from school me and Eric had to head out to Dick's (SPORTING GOODS, 'tards) to get me a pair of cleats and sliding-shorts. So we got there and I got my stuff and we came back. And we got stuck in frickin' traffic so I was like 10 minutes late to practice. *Groan.* I feel like such an idiot waltzing in while everyone is chucking bright yellow balls at each others' heads for warm-up and I'm like,"Er, where do I go?" I swear, on Saturday (Practice at two *groan*) I'm gonna be early! Or on-time, atleast.... We practiced sliding today. I MESSED MY LEG UP AARGH IT HURTS. <\whine> My day suuuucked. I didn't even get to talk to mah lover yet. *Growls lowly.* Currently Reading: Currently Listening: Mood: |
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April 9th, 2005
STRIKE!!! POSTED AT 05:36 PM 1) He pitches significantly slower than the girls on the softball team and 2) I'm using a wooden baseball bat. When we're at practice I always strike out or the coach has to pause the game to come over to me and modify my swing, or replace my hands, or fix my stance. If you think it's frustrating for them, it's even more frustrating for me. I know that I'm supposed to take this time to learn, but it's kinda hard when there's about two dozen girls, sitting, whispering about how you suck. I can field, catch, throw, and all the good stuff perfectly, or if not perfectly than pretty decently. But I just can't bat worth shit. :| On Wednesday I was talking to Chris at like 9:30 and my dad had been trying to call from work, not being able to get through. When I came home on Thursday he was like,"Blah blah I'm mad, don't be on the phone past 8." So I was like alright fine whatever. Friday I was on the phone at 8:02 and I get caught. Now I'm supposed to be grounded from the internet until the end of April and off the phone until Monday. But that doesn't seem to be working out, does it? It's gonna be a late night tonight, I can tell.... >:3 Currently Reading: Currently Listening: Destiny's Child "Bad Habit" Mood: irritated |
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April 20th, 2005
Long Time No Post POSTED AT 06:58 PM So I had 16-and-under softball practice on Sunday of this week. Dude. I hit. Every freaking. Ball pitched to me. xP Except for the first two, when they were testing out the pitching machine. But maaaan, my swing has improved. Hehe, it felt good to have girls cheering for me instead of going,"Wow, she sucks." >>; I had to run the mile today in gym. Aaagh, I am so freaking slow. Lastyear I ran it in like 9 minutes and 43 seconds, this time I ran it in 10 minutes and 41 seconds. I'M A SLOWARSE, lol. And then I tried to do Pull-Ups, but yea. I'm weak so I had to do the Flexed arm-hang. Seventeen seconds baby, oh yea. I only needed to hang on for 8 seconds to get Presidential but I wanted to make up for my SUCKY MILE TIME ARGH. What else has happened since the last time I posted... er... I bought a dress for the formal!!! Haha, I almost forgot. You probably  Ta-da. Don't laugh at my hair, I know it's ugly. I was having a bad hair day so I just put it back. And I know it's not the prettiest dress you've ever seen, but I like it. It's actually supposed to be strapless but that goes against our dresscodes so we had to add straps. xx; That little black thing for a mere $103. >>; I think it's kinda 00gly but whatever. Until next-time! (Oh, yea. I'm still grounded, he's just OUT. xP) Currently Reading: Currently Listening: Natalie's "Going Crazy" Mood: |
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April 21st, 2005
One more! POSTED AT 05:16 PM  So help me out here, guys. Which one?! Currently Reading: Currently Listening: Mood: |
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April 24th, 2005
Decision Made POSTED AT 04:30 PM So it's strapless, right? Strapless dresses are banned. So guess what my mom and I did? We turned it into a halter. Hah, I know: halters are banned too, but my hair will be down so nobody will be able to tell. I'd like to see someone try and not let me into the formal because I have a halter. Pfft. We have to take up the hem too, because I keep tripping over the bottom. Damn my height. =P I just walked down to Wilson from the McGowan building after the rededication ceremonies and Kiss FM was down there. oo I think they were hosting a walk-athon or something because a whole assload of people were hauling themselves up the hill and stuff to this little tent. I WAS LIKE,"OMG WHERE IS GAVIN?!" Lol, I doubt he was even there. Whatever, they left before me, Jessie, and Yolanda got there. But while we were sitting there waiting for Brandon we saw this notice on the school doors. The Art Rooms were being tested for Termits on Friday, April 22nd, 2005. EEEEW HOW NASTY IS THAT?! I JUST SWITCHED TO ART FOR THE LAST MARKING PERIOD AND THERE WERE TERMITES IN THERE?! *SQUEAL.* Yea, I actually didn't freak out that bad when I found out but ew. Just... ew. ... I should e-mail Chris. :3 Currently Reading: Currently Listening: Ciara ft. Ludacris "Oh" Mood: exhausted |
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April 25th, 2005
Something funny. POSTED AT 07:23 PM HITCH HIKERS GUIDE TO THE GALAXY MOVIE. APRIL 29th. WHO'S COMING WITH?! (Probably none of you, lol...) Haircut on THURSDAY OMG :3 Currently Reading: Currently Listening: Mood: |
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April 29th, 2005
Something else. POSTED AT 09:10 PM So he ran his fingers through my hair, along with his two other co-workers: one lady and another homosexual hairdresser who's name was Tina. He touched my hair and laughed,"Oh man I am so jealous. I wish I had long asian hair!" Everyone was really nice, and Justin totally understood what I meant when I told him what I wanted. So he did my hair and whatnot, and while he was cutting it they had the radio on. They have some techno-music radio station and Tina was singing at the reception desk. All of a sudden Justin turns around, pumps his fist in the air and goes,"You go, Tina, you go girl!" It was so cute, I had to laugh. ^^; "I'll make you look totally hawt, honey." That's what Justin said and that's what Justin did. I don't have enough time to upload pictures right now but they're coming. ^^; It's not a big change, which is good, but I still like it. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BILL! You're officially old to me now; 33?!?! I didn't get to see Hitchhikers Guide to the Galaxy on opening day like I hoped I would, but I will go see it. <3 I have to re-read the book first, hehe. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- To the select few of you out there who stick by me, thanks. I love you guys, and I know I'm not always the best person to be associated with. But you put up with me anyway and I am eternally greatful. I love you all so much. . DR . MB . JH . JB . JM. AW . KE . TC . JR . JG . AM . And there are so many more. The ones who are miles and miles away and still love me for who I've turned out to be. <3 You know who you are, loves. "You're entitled to your opinion But it's really my decision Let me be all that I can be Don't smother me with negativity Whatever happens, out there waiting for me... I've got a right to be wrong. My mistakes will make me strong. I'm stepping out into the great unknown I'm feeling wings though I've never flown. I've got a mind of my own I'm flesh and blood to the bone But I'm not made of stone. I've got a right to be wrong.... So just leave me alone. I've got a right to be wrong I've been held down too long I've got to break free So I can finally breathe Gotta sing my own song I might be singing out of key but it sure sounds good to me.." Currently Reading: Currently Listening: Joss Stone "Right To Be Wrong" Mood: indifferent |
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